AKU DATANG LAGI!!!

aku???
arghhh,,mengapa dia muncul...bukankah sudah lama saya singkir dia dari hidup ini...
mengapa dia datang kembali dan mengganggu hidup ini...saya tidak perlukan dia lagi...saya sudah punya diri saya sendiri sendiri...saya tidak perlukan aku!!!
saya tidak akan pernah lupakan saat dimana aku telah membunuh sifat kasih dan sayang saya menjadi seorang yang hipokrit!
saya tidak mahu aku hadir dalam perjalanan hidup saya lagi...
mengapa???
mengapa aku sentiasa mengekori setiap detik yang saya susuri...apakah saya tidak punya ruang untuk membina kehidupan saya sendiri...mengapa aku begitu kejam dan cuba merampas kebahagiaan yang saya ada...tidakkah kau kasihan melihat saya kehilangan segalanya...
dimana hilangnya perikemanusiaan kamu???
aku...
janganlah ganggu hidup saya lagi...
saya tidak mahu peristiwa pahit itu berulang kembali...saya punya hati dan perasaan saya sendiri...saya tidak perlukan kamu untuk memiliki kebahagiaan itu...cukuplah saya menderita selama ini...cukuplah...berikan saya ruang untuk memilih jalan saya sendiri...
dari sek. rendah,,masuk ke menengah,,kau sentiasa mengekori saya...hinggakan di matrikulasi pun,,kau hadir mengganggu saya...cukuplah...hentikan lagkahmu itu...pisahkanlah dirimu dan diriku...saya mahu bebas...bebas dari belengu kamu!!!
ya allah...saya tidak mahu kehilangan orang2 yang saya sayang...berikanlah saya kekuatan untuk melawan aku dari terus menghantui diri ini...kuatkanlah diriku ya allah...cukuplah saya menangis,,kecewa,,menderita kerana aku...janganlah Kau biarkan aku menguasai diri saya lagi...
saya mahu bebas seperti insan biasa...


~~aku bukan manusia
aku x bisa bicara
aku tidak punya hati dan naluri
aku tidak pernah mengalah dan beralah
tetapi aku sentiasa menghantui~~

d' Latest piCtuRe

after this,,i don't wanna read 'the naza' blog page...bcoz of wat...bcOz i always being tag when i read his blog entry...huh...

the instruction below had been edit by naza :
1. go to your picture folder
2. take your latest picture

(p/s : nak 1 gbr jer tapi sAjer ltak byk gbar...huhu...)

SENANDIKA SWEET SANGAT...

apalah dugaan aku wat entry kali ini...setiap kali aku upload image,,nak edit tempat musti terdlete blik...aii...sabar2...dugaan...tyme ni aku baru habis stdy analytical...trasa free,,tu yang jwab tag yg dah lmer jgak naza bagi...ada lagi satu tag,,nanti aku usahakan yer...

-SkOoL maTes-

rEunion day...regretfully,,i'm not being there wif them...but all this pics giving me a smile again...

miss u all a lot dear...the beutiful friendship came from the beuty of the bona fides...

and there's where we were going through this relationship...

always remember n remember,,and doesn't try to forget about it...

people always said,,love will never die till d' end...

now,,i realized that friendship will also never die till d' end

of our life...it's up to ourself to make a beutiful friendship...

there's something special in there...

how we will get it??

wif a truly heart among us...huhu

try to make a laugh in every cry...

try to make a smile in every tears...

there will be a friendship ever...

sweety in the beach...ahaks...

miss u dear...

waiting a time to meet u all again...

~~LOVE~~

i try to walk alone...but i can't...

i need someone who can stayed besides me forever...

who can inspired me everytime...

who can hold me when i fall...

who can give their hand for me...

who can taking a good care of me...

who can make me laugh and crying...
who can complete my life...


the answer is...
my beloved FAMILY...


i always pray for all of you...

miss u all a lot...
realize that we're ONE family...

~~duGAaN~~

bukan mudah untuk membina keluarga yang bahagia...tapi itulah yang kita,,manusia inginkan...

kebahagiaan yang tiada tandingan...ikatan yang sukar dileraikan...namun,,termati di situ...

agkara diri kita sendiri yang tidak pernah cuba untuk menyelami hati ibu dan ayah...pernahkah kita selami begitu payahnya hidup mereka untuk memberi KEBAHAGIAAN...jagalah kebahagiaan yang kita miliki...kerna belum tentu kita diberi peluang yang kedua...

--kAwAn--TeMan--sAhaBat--

fren,,we always laugh and crying together...we always make our life as simple as we can...

we always create a crazy things to make our life being fun...fren,,u couldnt be replace by any other...

u have your own lifestyle,,and always be yourself...u always make your life cheer like nothing happen...u always be patient when problem encountered...u're so sweet in my eye...

S-E-K-S-I

baru ada kesempatan untuk wat tag yang k.ida bagi nie...

Caranya begini ;
1. Tangkap @ sertakan 3 gambar anda yang anda rasakan paling seksi
2. Tak semestinya tak berpakaian atau mendedahkan.Mungkin anda rasa senyuman anda
masa itu seksi. Sertakan!!
3. Nyatakan kenapa gambar itu begitu seksi bagi anda.
4. Tag 5 rakan-rakan anda yang seksi.
5. Selamat berseksi.

seksi dengan jelingan mataku...haha...

seksi sebab pakai sun glasses...seksi ea??...huhu

seksi sebab snap pic dgn ayam tu...lalalala...

rakan-rakan yang kurasakan seksi...seksi ker??[korang jawablah dalam hati yer]

1.LiNda

2.cAdeN

3.syaz

4.yana

5.syidek

~~tAgGed aGain~~

tAgged from nAza...tOo mAny quEstiOns...bUt i'll tRy my bEst tO anSwer aLL tHe quEstiOns...


1.If you could spend one ringgit, what would you spend on?
~buy food coz i love to eat

2.What is your most favourite things to do?
~eating n sleeping

3.What kind of news do you read?
~entertainment

4.What would you give up in return to eat all you want in the world and not get fat?
~sowie..could not understand this question

5.Is there someone in your heart right now?
~my beloved family n fwens

6.Do you beleive you can survive without money?
~no

7.What make you turn twice to someone?
~when there's something special or someone who make the crazy things

8.What do you feel like doing right now?
~sleeping

9.If there's someone that you love,if would you confess to him/her?
~of coz

10.List out three good points of the person who tagged you?
~clever,,creative,,comey(yeker??)...lalalala

11.What are the requirements that you wish from you other half?
~ nuthink

12.What the thing that will make you think he/she is bad?
~Lying me

13.Are you left-handed or rigt-handed?
~right-handed lorh

14.If you had to eat one thing for the rest of your life, what would it be?
~rice...could not it be many things...lalalala

15.If you had a choice to be rich or happy, which one would you pick?
~happy...peace...

16.If you have a chance, which part of your character you would like to change?
~personality maybe

17.Who is the person that you can share all the problem with?
~my ever n ever beloved fwens,,ryn

18.Cats or dog?
~cute cat

19.What is the one thing you love about youself?
~simple

20.If you have a million ringgit, what would you do?
~make a beautiful paradise for my family

huh...finaLLy i done it...

the person who being tagged from me :
1.kilalovepurple
2.ikinluvbear
3.sweet_thinking
4.kAk ida
5.seperti_bintang

aKu dAn C-I-N-T-A

mimPi??

aDakAh aKU bErmiMpi

memiLiki ciNta

yAng aKu seNdiri tiDak tAhu di mAna

dAn siApa??

::.sAmPAi mEnuTup MaTa.::

embun di pagi buta

menebarkn bau paksa

detik ini detik ku hidup

kini kah saatku pergi

oh tuhan ku cinta dia

berikanlah aku hidup

tak kan ku sakiti dia

hukum aku bila terjadi

aku tak mudah

untuk mencintai

aku tak mudah
mengaku ku cinta

aku tak mudah

mengatakan...aku jatuh cinta

senandungku hanya untuk cinta

firasatku hanya untuk engkau

tiada dusta

sumpah kucinta

sampaiku menutup mata

cintaku sampaiku menutup mata...

...GoOgLe piCtuRe...

tAg dAripAda bOb

~jaWab pErTanYaan di Bawah dEngan gAmbar dAri Google~

-The Age of My Next Birthday-

sTiLl yOung...huhuhu

-A Place (or Places) I'd Like To Travel-

sWitzerLand

-A Favourite Place-

mY sWeeT hOme


-A favourite Food-

GrEen aPpLe... a DeLiciOus sWeEt n sOur tAste...


-Favourite Things-

cUte miCkey mOuse

(tEdDy beAr,,jAm tAngan,,kEycHain,,bEg,,bAju)

-A Favourite Color-

aPpLe gReen...pEacE...

-Where I Was Born-

Bakri,,Muar


-A City I've Lived In-

Muar,,Johor


-A Nickname I Have-

The 'sHoRtest gIrL' aMong mY fRens

-College Major-

CheMicaL eNgiNeeriNg (gAs tEch.)

-Hobby-

eAting...uNtuk gEmuKkan bAdan...lalalala

-Bad Habit-

sLeeping tOo mUch Like BaBy...


-Name oF My Love-

my bEloVed fAmily

(mAk,,aYah,,aBg joi +kAk Long = sHami,,kAk gEe,,

aBg bOb + kak Sue = aYis,,aBg aYie + kAk aiN,,kAk cA,,

kAk ma,,AKU,,niNa,,fiQri)

kAwaN2 kU yg tErsaYanG


-Whistlist-

buGaTti VeyrOn

gArden hOuse